So my dear readers, my more academically minded friends are achieving there goals of getting really expensive pieces of paper soon so I plan to attend these ceremonies. Now for the game. My friends like to say they read my blog, but they always seem to have not gotten around to it in a while whenever I ask. So I will test the truth of this statement by measuring the surprise on their faces when I show up. If someone to who this paragraph is relevant reads this, please don't spoil the fun and don't tell the others.
A creek I found in Idaho
I have been traveling around through Montana, Idaho, a bit of Washington, back into Wyoming, then back to Montana, now I am in North Dakota in the Williston boom town. The weather in Wyoming was super terrible, its actually kind of nice here, never thought the weather in North Dakota would be better than Wyoming.
Right on the border of Idaho and Washington
I got a ride through the whole of Idaho with some guys who were Jugging. Jugging is the act of walking up to somebody pumping gas, open with a nice "hey man, were out of gas, any chance you can spare a splash", let them fill up your can a bit, use the gas to get to another gas station, do it again. The guys were a couple of crust punks, they pretty much asked for everything, food, gas, cigarets, everything. In the 2 days I traveled with them, they ran out of gas 3 times and we almost got arrested when a cop searched their car and found huge amounts of pot. Somehow we ended up not even getting a ticket.
You wouldn't think there was anything like this in the potato state
The reason I had to ride with those guys for the entire north-south length of the state is because it is illegal to hitchhike in Idaho. Hitchhiking is illegal in Idaho, Utah, Nevada and Delaware, but only enforced in Idaho. Just recently while passing through the pan handle, a cop told me from his megaphone as he drove by that it was illegal to hitchhike and that I would go to jail if he drove by again. First of all, I would like to clarify that hitchhiking laws are vagrancy laws, and the only reason Idaho still has them is because it hasn't had its ass handed to it in supreme court yet. Second, the problem with laws like this is that they don't leave you any other alternatives for people like me. "Hey you can't hitchhiker here", "ok, can you give me the classifieds because apparently I live here now." This is similar to when a cop in Louisiana told me I couldn't hitchhike there, and my only option was to walk 20 miles to the nearest town or go to jail.
This study published in 2006 showed that the part of peoples brains that activates when dealing with homeless people is the same part that we use for processing objects, not the part we use for processing people. I have to deal with police officers often, and it is often refreshing when they treat me with courtesy and respect, because that is not how most treat me. I am often on the receiving end of barked orders, or a quick ID check to make sure I am not Charles Manson and nothing else. My old travel partner Kyle can confirm that the hitchhiking tickets we got in Austin were mostly a result of the officer feeling like we wasted his time.
North Dakota, I have spared you from all the cloud pictures
This is a new slice of life for me. Many times I have to acknowledged that the treatment I am receiving from not only police, but from many regular people is because I am now perceived as the lowest part of society. Now maybe I have no room to complain, because my status is voluntary, and can be reversed at any moment due to my means and my friends and family. But I still think this says something about us. People who pass on the on ramps often don't even acknowledge my existence, they just glue their eyes forwards and pretend I don't exist until they are safely past the scary homeless guy. People cross streets and even change lanes to avoid being near me, as if my caste is going to rub off on them while they drive by at 60mph.
But readers please remember, that those scary bags of rags on the sides of roads and in street corners are still people. Sure some of them are drug addicts and alcoholics and will screw you over any chance they get, but lots of us have people like that in our own families. They are still people, and this doesn't mean that you have to serve them escargot on a silver platter, but you should at least acknowledge the fact that they are people. Look at them, and make sure you look at them like they are people, not like they are objects.
I think the issue that homeless people present to non-homeless people is one of guilt. The guilt of being better off, having things that a homeless person doesn't, etc. A large portion of people do not wish to feel guilty about their lives and a homeless person asking for something presents that very feeling, thus the reason they are ignored.
Id have to agree with TRizzle but also add that in addition to guilt, fear does play a role as well. At this current moment in space and time i tend to believe that guilt is obviously something people try to avoid, especially when the feeling blankets their entire lifestyles (even if only for a brief moment); However, i also believe that with the guilt of having the means to help and not doing so, there is also the fear that has been instilled through media and otherwise of losing everything to the person they may choose to extend a hand to. Movies and TV shows always depict homeless people and hitchhikers as unstable/murderers/JustPlainCrazy... This is obviously not true for all but there is always the voice in the back of the head saying what if...
I must admit, I am one of the very people that feels that combination of emotions (among others that i am not currently motivated to search my feelings for) when faced with the situations we are discussing. It is strange for me because as a friend to Woodrow with the knowledge of the kind of person he is and the lifestyle he has chosen, it was requested of me to harbor a fellow traveler that he had met on the internet. Although I am aware that Woodrow would never put me in a situation that presented danger, I couldn't help but let the fear of letting an unknown person stay in my abode control my answer to his request. It feels a bit shameful but I am glad followed my gut despite what could have been in order to evade what could have been.
Woodrow,
I feel I must apologize for being a neglectful friend. I realize that keeping up with you throughout your adventures is as easy as opening a simple web browser and hitting a few keys yet the drive to actually make the actions happen has escaped me for some time due to my selfish need to focus on my own seemingly stable life (as imaginary and ethereal as that "stability" is). Its sad because as neglectful as i have been to you, i have been to myself in the way that i have yet to even let myself explore anything yet you are doing nothing but exploring. Anyway, my commenting on your blog and acting as a real friend (not necessarily intertwined) has been long overdue and I apologize for that. It may strike you as ironic but id also like to share with you that I have actually adopted the idea of working towards a career in comedy. I remember watching you do stand up at lunch in middle school and seeing your passion for that yet now I'm the one looking to make a fool of myself on stage xD. Rest assured though that all of the memories i have of repainting your toilet and laughing about it with you will be utilized in the classiest of manners in order to bring joy to the masses! I cant say for sure that its the direction i will dedicate myself fully to but i have yet to really try and will do my best not to talk myself out of it before i do (like i usually do xD ).
Bring some souvenirs
ReplyDeleteI think the issue that homeless people present to non-homeless people is one of guilt. The guilt of being better off, having things that a homeless person doesn't, etc. A large portion of people do not wish to feel guilty about their lives and a homeless person asking for something presents that very feeling, thus the reason they are ignored.
ReplyDeleteId have to agree with TRizzle but also add that in addition to guilt, fear does play a role as well. At this current moment in space and time i tend to believe that guilt is obviously something people try to avoid, especially when the feeling blankets their entire lifestyles (even if only for a brief moment); However, i also believe that with the guilt of having the means to help and not doing so, there is also the fear that has been instilled through media and otherwise of losing everything to the person they may choose to extend a hand to. Movies and TV shows always depict homeless people and hitchhikers as unstable/murderers/JustPlainCrazy... This is obviously not true for all but there is always the voice in the back of the head saying what if...
ReplyDeleteI must admit, I am one of the very people that feels that combination of emotions (among others that i am not currently motivated to search my feelings for) when faced with the situations we are discussing. It is strange for me because as a friend to Woodrow with the knowledge of the kind of person he is and the lifestyle he has chosen, it was requested of me to harbor a fellow traveler that he had met on the internet. Although I am aware that Woodrow would never put me in a situation that presented danger, I couldn't help but let the fear of letting an unknown person stay in my abode control my answer to his request. It feels a bit shameful but I am glad followed my gut despite what could have been in order to evade what could have been.
Woodrow,
I feel I must apologize for being a neglectful friend. I realize that keeping up with you throughout your adventures is as easy as opening a simple web browser and hitting a few keys yet the drive to actually make the actions happen has escaped me for some time due to my selfish need to focus on my own seemingly stable life (as imaginary and ethereal as that "stability" is). Its sad because as neglectful as i have been to you, i have been to myself in the way that i have yet to even let myself explore anything yet you are doing nothing but exploring. Anyway, my commenting on your blog and acting as a real friend (not necessarily intertwined) has been long overdue and I apologize for that. It may strike you as ironic but id also like to share with you that I have actually adopted the idea of working towards a career in comedy. I remember watching you do stand up at lunch in middle school and seeing your passion for that yet now I'm the one looking to make a fool of myself on stage xD. Rest assured though that all of the memories i have of repainting your toilet and laughing about it with you will be utilized in the classiest of manners in order to bring joy to the masses! I cant say for sure that its the direction i will dedicate myself fully to but i have yet to really try and will do my best not to talk myself out of it before i do (like i usually do xD ).
Sincerely,
Waffles